Let Go and Move Forward. I'll Miss You!

My goodness, lots of post are in the wait! (As usual) Being too occupied for the preparations for teacher training, mainly for documents and basic necessities, I was left with extremely little time to dawdle and blog. Staying at home did not cheer up the mood even a little; instead, it made me feel rather withdrawn and sleepy. It was only a couple of days ago, in which I woke up at 5.00am to get ready for school, meet my friends in front of the hall, listen to endless lectures and complete schoolwork in an extremely hurried pace.

天啊，我还有一大堆帖子还未写呢！（正常）筹备进师范的大大小小事儿简直就像搬家般，主要是在准备文件和购买必需品，忙得我连偷懒、写博的时间都少了一大半！目前的我窝在家里，一点都不开心，反而觉得郁闷无比。两天前，我还在早上五点在起身准备上学，在礼堂前和朋友见面。过后，我还得关在校园里，听老师滔滔不绝地讲课，回到家又匆匆忙忙的赶完功课。

Now, they were just part of my beautiful, eternal memories.

如今，短暂但美好的中六生活成了往事，只能在流逝的时光中，细细回味。

Time to part from my old life, my lovely hometown (Yes, I was born, bred and grew up  in Taiping for eighteen years. Time to Penang now!), my dear family and my bunch of insane buddies. Three weeks of reunion in Form Six was indeed too brief! It was gone in a blink of an eye.

Yet, I know that it was time to move on for my future and to reach for the stars and rainbows.

是时候，向我的旧生活拜别了。

是时候，我得离乡背井，到槟城展开全新生活。

如今，我虽然心存万分不舍，却也得离开伴随我18年的家人、亲朋好友，独自留在异乡。

短短三个星期的中六生活，在一瞬间，成了过去。

不过，我深深了解，追梦、朝向愿望，就从今天起。

From being in the delusion of choosing the right career, to being computer-crazy and aiming to study in Computer Science, and later got over fascinated by languages, school and kids, and decided to move into the educational sector, I felt that, life was like an action movie. You will never know what happens next.

Till now, i was still wondering if my decision in taking up teaching as a career was right for me after all, despite being really keen in it. I mean, I MEAN it! Teaching kids English will, hopefully, be pleasurable and a rewarding experience in my life. (No monetary aspects here.)

从前，我在做出人生抉择时，懵懂至极。从前根本没有什么志愿、梦想工作等等的；过后迷上了电脑和设计，想读电脑科系；后来深深地被语文的优美吸引，而且又喜欢学校和孩子，就打算以后踏入杏坛，培育国家未来栋梁。唉，我总是觉得，生活就像一部充满问号的动作片，你会一直追剧，前途，永远是个未知数。

至今，我还在犹豫着，当上老师是否真的适合我，虽然我真的对教师这份工作非常有兴趣。真的！希望教孩子英文，能为我人生路添加惊喜，满足生活和对语文、教育的热忱。（当然，这与金钱扯不上关系！）

Malaysians are certainly in dire need of brushing up their proficiency in the international language. Hopefully, I will succeed in the mission and stop using Manglish myself!

大马人非常急需提高英文水准，方能以外界一较高低。希望我能在这方面成功，并不再使用混杂英文！

Here is a drawing specially dedicated to my friends. As childish as it seemed to be, this drawing actually took me five hours to complete! Ha ha ha ha!!! 

#Shows that how good am I in managing my time and drawing.

Buddies, you will always be in my heart! I will never throw your crazy antics at the back of my brain or forget every single moment you guys are with me (even if they were just in school or tuition classes).